Who are you? Please just tell me who are you? and i don’t expect answers like…”My name is..” or “i’m John Doe”, i realy want to know what lies inside of you, who is the real you? Like usually, in the past few, last night i saw you again, but this time, a bad you, a person whom i never want to meet, and i hope the last night image of you is a wrong one.This time you listened to me, this time i had that courage that i was talking about and this time we talked open, but this time you weren’t so kind, you scared me with you character, and for this I want to know, please tell me are you the one who like to meet me, or see the sunrise with me, or you are the urban one, who doesn’t give a damn about adventure, mistery, risks, or stars, do you like watching stars? or the big clouds? would you answer me like last night, or you be the one who i first imagine.The days pass, and the dreams, are turning from white, to black, the hope, THAT HOPE, is turning into a enigma.Do you wanna meet me anymore, or those last words where just some sand in eyes?Do I start acting like a desperate boy who thinks he met the girl of his dreams?I don’t know, but i certainly don’t want it.But i think it’s hard to speak when you can’t even open you’re mouth, it’s hard when you want to see and you cannot even open you’re eyes.Do you want to open my eyes? or my mouth? or my heart…..especially my heart…I blame me for this lack of action….i blame me because i am so lazy…so lazy to just open my mouth…

I hope I’ll see you soon….

-Buna!

-Cu mine vorbesti?

-Dap…sper ca vrei sa vorbim, macar asa daca altfel nu putem macar intr-o idee uitata undeva intr-un colt prafuit de vis, vis ciudat, parca un fel de flash-uri continue.

-Cred ca inteleg ce vrei sa spun…

-Da?Chiar intelegi? chiar vrei sa vorbesti cu mine?

-Da, ma gandesc ca, as putea intelege mult mai multe daca as sta de vorba cu tine,ma gandesc ca asa pot afla lucruri doar banuite,iar tu, chiar daca nu te cunosc asa bine, imi poti lamuri multe chestii.

-Sincer,sunt un pic uimit, nu credeam ca voi avea aceasta sansa vreodata, sti de fapt nici nu stiu ce sa iti spun cum sa iti spun..

-Dar de ce esti asa agitat?stai linistit, nu e nici o problema spune exact ce simti.

-Ma tem ca lucrurile chiar daca vrem sa vorbim deschis, nu pot fi deschise, ideile raman idei pentru ca asa sunt si sunt sanse mari sa moara idei, iti trebuie un curaj enorm sa-ti poti deschide ideile.Se spune ca omul care vede ideile este un om nebun.Chiar trebuie a fi nebun pentru a putea intelege?

-…ufff.Nu stiu ce sa zic, de ce ai vrut sa vorbesti cu mine daca nu poti sa te deschizi in fata mea?

-Pentru ca speram sa am curajul ala despre care vorbeam..Daca vrei sa fi alaturi de mine sunt sigur ca sti ce vreau, sti ce spun, chiar daca spun prostii, sti ce gandesc, ce iubesc, ce simt, ce vad..Daca vrei sti totul despre mine.

-Dar acum noi ce putem face?Nu pot sta alaturi de tine aici pe aceste scari, in acest decor de vis, pe acest camp de toamna prafuit.

-De ce? de ce nu poti ramane cu mine?sti ca eu asta vreau…

-Ramane sa te pot intelege mai bine pentru a iti putea descifra misterul.

-Dragostea e un mister, asta e farmecul ei.

-As vrea sa raman cu tine, insa nu pot, facem parte din lumi diferite.

-Prostii…

-Imi pare rau..raman alaturi de tine cu gandul, sperand ca in curand curajul sa il am eu si pot fi alaturi de tine fara sa imi pese…sti de fapt as vrea sa vedem amandoi acel orizont

-Speram sa spui asta,si sper sa nu ma uiti…

“Astfel cei doi, plecara in directii opuse, parasind decorul de vis, intorcandu-se la vietile lor simple si deprimante, fiecare sperand ca odata, cat mai curand, vor putea sa aduca subiectul acelui vis in vietile lor triste…”

I’ll see you soon…

HEY!!! STOP!!!…What are you doing? Hey! you weren’t supposed to pass near me like we are some strangers.Please turn around…please…It wasn’t like this.You should come to me, you should sit next to me on this rusty stairs…please come near me here..please!!!You were supposed to put you clear forehead next to mine, and we should watch with nothing, but us, on our mind, at that blank horizon, shouldn’t we??Please make this dream come true..please! you should say slowly, just between you teeth,a little cheeky, but not to much, that words…”I love…”…and then i don’t want that “SNAP! back to reality” I DON’T WANT IT ANYMORE!!!! I just want to go home knowing that it’s real, Oh my god it’s real.Come…please, don’t go away, please, stay with me, i swear we know each other, i swear we aren’t just two strangers, we realy know each other, just try me..PLEASE try me..you have nothing to lose.I want to be happy, a must be happy, I deserve to be happy…I NEED TO BE HAPPY…

I realise now…You aren’t about to come…aren’t you? I just thought it could happen…

Why aren’t you shaking….

And if the answer is no

Could i change you’re mind…

I must see you soon…